I don't think I'll be updating with this account anymore. Here's my new one:



Bye!

Oh, and my livejournal:

here

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livejournal

Okay, my angsty other entry is now obsolete. Blahblahblahblah. The end. Yay for resolution.










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I haven't heard back from him in like two days and I'm being obsessed but do I have a reason to worry? I don't know maybe I'm overreacting maybe he just hasn't been checking his email but I'm obsessed why can't I stop thinking about him? Why am I freaking out so bad that he hasn't replied yet? It's my low self esteem, I just know it is. He probably doesn't want to talk to me anymore is what my self esteem is saying, but my mind is trying to reason with me that that's crazy talk but I am crazy! Did my email go through? Is that why he hasn't replied? But it must have. I hate this state of suspension. Suspension with suspense. I hate it. I miss him.










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